the happy last minutes of 2011

i've seen, i've heard, i've felt, i've touched, i've tasted, i've learned, i've survived

i've loved. and been loved.

ps : i bought The Prince and some of my unwrapped book from periplus end year sale (it's up to 50%!). cant anything be anybetter than this? ;))

red nosed and horned

in these photos : me as a dumbass

all of them taken by my sister

i have no idea what this post is about but having su much fun with my sister (since she did almost all the make up things and quite happy with the red nose).

the night we sing, we dance, we forget things

photos were taken by me at Jazz Traffic Festival

i do alot of re-read my old collection books. it's funny that remains me of how i feeling and imagining things back then i read the book for the very first time. friends and how we spent the Friday or Saturday night hanging out together, those concerts i luckily could attend, the crush of my very bitter sweet high school life. i do always miss those day when i have nothing to worry about life. it takes a while for me to let those days pass, try to work 'today' out. yeah, how i see what's going on right now has finally found a light. for the crying, the laughter, the pain, the-out-of-nowhere-time, the happiness shared, the surprises, everything. what i see right now is me as a stronger person then i was back then. what's happening today is.....i grow. time teaches me how to be tough facing 'reality'. i grow. i grow to be a big, no, enormous tree that stands out the wind no matter how hard it blows. i grow after a long time of peter pan syndrome. and i pretty much like it :)

enjoy the end of 2011 guys :)

*chewing and dreaming*

this is the moment i've been waiting for :) way too excited :D

dolled up

all shots were taken by my sister

in those shots : me ;)

never been this good before. mom is around and at first i feel a bit uncomfy because i get used to manage house on my way but everything's so good right now. in fact, i trully miss her. i just, hate to say it, probably. we celebrated her birthday last friday. it wasnt the best birthday ever but who cares anyway? we celebrated it together in joy. wishing dad is here :'( i'll make him take us dinner next weekend because he missed a lot of things!!

PS : good luck for your midterms ;)

iam (still) alive

so, since instagram's been infecting big part of my days, i do lots experiments for photo shot. this several weeks iam doing all black and white shots and surprisingly  liking the color yaaay :) what iam doing is setting the camera in monochrome. yes, people often say it's better to take color shot then edit it into black and white. but in my opinion, i must say that set it from the very start is simplier! you don't have to edit it afterward, it's still awesome (iam a serious dummy on editing photo so this is helping a lot with the same quality of photo hahhaaa). okay, stop talking let's just enjoy the photos ;) and iam expecting feedback ;))

all  photos were taken by me

PS : college sucks