flying outter space

i feel so absurd lately.

like my head has separated from my body, like my brain's having a disfunction of commanding what i should do. hell. it may be caused by the national exams which will be held less than 30 days later (aarrrgghhhh). yes people, I'm going to face the exams very SOON. it's only earthquake or terribly flood will cancel it to be held next month. oh god oh god... i don't think next month will be the right time to hold any exams. oh yeah anytime won't be the right time as i feel sooooo unready to FACE it.

okay leave those behind, let's talk about something else

well, i had some awkward dreams several times. ehemm ehemm i dreamt about him (don't laugh please). those weren't romantic dreams or something, well i don't even remember how he looked like in my dream. it's likely combination of action movie and crayon shinchan in one scene (oh my god this is embracing that i am telling you the silliest dreams ever). there weren't any hug or even kiss (have i told you it's totally unromantic dreams? oh i have). it was him driving somewhere when a bad guy popped up and messing around us. yes, he saved me from the bad guy and ask me to have lunch together. can you guess where he took me for lunch??? no it wasn't lunch at Eiffel tower or Italian restaurant. well he took me to one of pecel seller (pecel is traditional culinary from madiun, Indonesia. so we put some vegetables together and add peanut sauce on the top). we ate so damn much there and then went home with extremely full tummy. the end.

ha ha ha ha haa....

those dreams are haunting me these days (how could i take it off from my head if it was you there in my dreams?!). well mostly because i still don't understand what message those dreams wanted to tell me. for god's shake I'd give all of my saving if only i could rewind the dreams once again and recorded it in video. oh I'm desperately silly zzzzzzzz

shoted by gitta dwiputri
sanur beach, bali island

oh and at last, please please pray me for a success national exams. i really need everyone supports to pass it (very) well. thank you before guys :) hope happy last days of February :) :)

bench-ing

my mom put a bench at her garden about couple months ago and shortly become very popular spot at home. i love to sit there about 4 p.m, enjoy the sky and feel the wind softly blow my hair. it's sooo damn peace at the bench that i can rewind everything I've done in my life, ALONE.

and there was a place where i spent up my last vacation with my sister. i brought out my laptop, bunch of snack, a big mug of nutrisari and my favorite books. I used to be there from about 9 in the morning up to 5 in the afternoon.

this book belongs to zyra brenda

the wind blew my hair, the sun warmed my body, well that's all i need to recover my mind up after the last exams.

abu also joined us at the bench. surprisingly he came with a lady instead! wow wow he was blushing every time the girl looked at him hahaha very funny to see your cat shows affection to the other one :) go abu!

hey abu, is there anything you want to tell me about?

yes vania this is the girl who has stolen my only heart


shoted by me
location : the bench