flying outter space

i feel so absurd lately.

like my head has separated from my body, like my brain's having a disfunction of commanding what i should do. hell. it may be caused by the national exams which will be held less than 30 days later (aarrrgghhhh). yes people, I'm going to face the exams very SOON. it's only earthquake or terribly flood will cancel it to be held next month. oh god oh god... i don't think next month will be the right time to hold any exams. oh yeah anytime won't be the right time as i feel sooooo unready to FACE it.

okay leave those behind, let's talk about something else

well, i had some awkward dreams several times. ehemm ehemm i dreamt about him (don't laugh please). those weren't romantic dreams or something, well i don't even remember how he looked like in my dream. it's likely combination of action movie and crayon shinchan in one scene (oh my god this is embracing that i am telling you the silliest dreams ever). there weren't any hug or even kiss (have i told you it's totally unromantic dreams? oh i have). it was him driving somewhere when a bad guy popped up and messing around us. yes, he saved me from the bad guy and ask me to have lunch together. can you guess where he took me for lunch??? no it wasn't lunch at Eiffel tower or Italian restaurant. well he took me to one of pecel seller (pecel is traditional culinary from madiun, Indonesia. so we put some vegetables together and add peanut sauce on the top). we ate so damn much there and then went home with extremely full tummy. the end.

ha ha ha ha haa....

those dreams are haunting me these days (how could i take it off from my head if it was you there in my dreams?!). well mostly because i still don't understand what message those dreams wanted to tell me. for god's shake I'd give all of my saving if only i could rewind the dreams once again and recorded it in video. oh I'm desperately silly zzzzzzzz

shoted by gitta dwiputri
sanur beach, bali island

oh and at last, please please pray me for a success national exams. i really need everyone supports to pass it (very) well. thank you before guys :) hope happy last days of February :) :)

it's not you , it's me

hi dude .

i know we don't know each other well

i may never call your name in my dreams
i may never think of you in every single breathe i take everyday
i may never imagine to be your lady even in my wildest vision because it's harder than fly without wings :)
I'm pretty sure you do the same things as i do

i live in a rude world but it doesn't mean i stop dreaming
I'm rational but it doesn't mean I'm not a daydreamer
i keep my dream safely in the corner of my heart
waiting for peter pan to open it and let them fly away to the sky
there's only one dream that stays instead : to be with you
the most impossible thing in my rational world yet I'm happy to think about it even though it wouldn't be true
being all the way you are , a free and serious human at the same time , is enough for me


because my puzzle isn't the one which perfectly matches with yours


congratulation , you've successfully shocked my life with confetties and also tears







thank you very much to make me feel this way

talk about H I M . . .

title : make you feel my love
singer : adele
album : 19

When the rain is blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
and there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
to make you feel my love

i'm deadly in love with this song .
oohh gosh . .
5 stars for this lovely song .
uumm , okey , i give it all the stars in the wolrd .
as if he finally feels my LOVE .