Showing posts with label RomeoAndJane. Show all posts
Showing posts with label RomeoAndJane. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

you steal a star and put it in your eyes

“do you want some cheese burger?”
“at this hour? Really?”
“you don’t have to worry about that tiny waist of yours. It still looks good even if you gain another inch”

He smiled sweetly when he said it. Damn it Romeo. I really can’t tell whether it’s a joke or compliment.

“make it double then!”
“haha that’s my girl. And as a bonus, an up size French fries specially for you”
“you ruin my body.”
“I’ll take responsibility for that later.”

He winked. Gosh. I must be desperate to agree spend the night with him.

“why Romeo? Are your parents super romantic or simply crazy about Shakespeare?”
“hmm. Probably both. I never really asked since I have no problem being Romeo. It sounds good.”

Narcissistic bastard.

“you must think Iam a narcissistic bastard.”

What is he? A mind reader?

“now you think Iam a mind reader cause I guessed it right, right?”

He grins. That’s rare. He looks relax. That’s also rare. Yeah, Iam glad you find me amusing.

“since you know what’s goin on in my head, Mr. Know-It-All, why don’t you tell me what’s inside that great mind of yours?”
“the usual. Work. Charts. Indexes. Who to date this weekend. I can’t decide between Kanya and Amanda. What do you think?”
“go with the bigger boobs.”
“bigger isn’t always better, Jane darling.”

I hate it if he”darling” me. I love the way he says it. So I hate it. Gosh.

“why do you go out with those girls? I mean, they obviously attracted only to your face and money.”
“haha I know but even Iam attracted to me. What’s wrong with that?”
“well, if you’re hoping a romance that lasts through ages, shouldn’t that person love you as whole? 
Your bad and your good, your flaws, even your narcissistic part. You’re just wasting your time going out with those girls. They dont seriously love you.”
“so, you do?”
“do what?”

“seriously love me?”

iam willing to be dragged to you messy life

“you look terrible.”

I just lied. she looks as beautiful as always. even her troubled face..

“I have a shitty day at work. Somehow things just didn’t come out as I wanted.”
“Iam all ears. But my drinks are on you.”
“haha. You are the worst. But yes, I can use you since Iam lonely. Have you ever feel lonely?”
“everybody has. Iam no exception.”
“why, I don’t know. I keep on looking for something. Iam running to all four directions, searching, wondering, questioning. Iam happy with my life right know but I can shake this feeling. It’s like, there’s a hole that no matter what I do I simply cant fill it. I hate it because Iam grateful for what I have in my life but I can help coming back being incomplete. There’s something missing and I haven’t found the perfect match for the puzzle. Iam so lost. And Iam too proud to ask for direction. Iam all on my own. I hate this. I want to be a happy person who wakes up feeling grateful for seeing the sun rises from my window and feel enough by doing what I love to do most. The only thing in the way is this fucking hole, this fucking insecurity feelings. I hate this. I hate this.”

poor little thing. an angel who got tricked by reality. isnt life hard down here at earth, my love?

“why don’t you come to my place tonight?”

..but i cant just leave you alone.

“why do I want to do that?”
“well, you are lonely. I’ll company you to sleep tonight. a good sleep cures almost everything.”
“will I feel complete with you by my side?”
“probably.”
“what if, It doesn’t work out?”
“at least you know that iam out of your list.”
“why, you are so right. And stop smilling as if iam a Juliet, Romeo. Iam not.”



the angel's name is Jane. Romeo and Jane. Not bad..