the night we sing, we dance, we forget things

photos were taken by me at Jazz Traffic Festival

i do alot of re-read my old collection books. it's funny that remains me of how i feeling and imagining things back then i read the book for the very first time. friends and how we spent the Friday or Saturday night hanging out together, those concerts i luckily could attend, the crush of my very bitter sweet high school life. i do always miss those day when i have nothing to worry about life. it takes a while for me to let those days pass, try to work 'today' out. yeah, how i see what's going on right now has finally found a light. for the crying, the laughter, the pain, the-out-of-nowhere-time, the happiness shared, the surprises, everything. what i see right now is me as a stronger person then i was back then. what's happening today is.....i grow. time teaches me how to be tough facing 'reality'. i grow. i grow to be a big, no, enormous tree that stands out the wind no matter how hard it blows. i grow after a long time of peter pan syndrome. and i pretty much like it :)

enjoy the end of 2011 guys :)