Calm

I'm still waiting for the sun to shine

giving life to the ruins of mine

But this time,

it's not going as planned

Anger slips and expands

replaces a lil soul with a loaded gun

I lost conscious of being a man

All I can hear is just a static sound

I start to think I may be gone

since all the roads lead to slump

My heart stops beating a drum

They pop me just like a strawberry gum

Bad Day

It's should be an ordinary day
when I got home late
and tired from a long day
It should be the end of the day
when I sat back with my feet stretched across the table
watching political news that I didn't really understand
It shouldn't be raining
and clashing thunder
until one phone call

There I was,
heavy shoulder
tangled mind
cold hands
eyes closed
I was sitting on the floor,
crying over the phone

Last Page

Inevitable

I was in the back of Gojek while writing this, going back home from work