top ten most inspire men in my life .

10 . HYDE - singer and musician and also fashionista .
well , he is the almost perfect man in this world .
good looking , sophran voice , funny , smart , creative , romantic , bla bla bla .
he's the trendcetter in japan .
his unique fashion sense has inspired me a lot .



9 . motion city sountrack boys - musicians
they created a very good music , lil bit rock and up bite , but also romantis lyrics .
i adore them soo much .



8 . leonardo d'caprio - actor
titanis , romeo and juliet , the aviator , beach boy , man behind the iron mask , catch me if you can ,
bloody diamond , babel , the revolutionary road and many more .
what can i say ? he's amazing !

7 . michael buble - swing and jazz singer
everybody loves him right ?



6 . paolo nutini - singer and musician
i love his voice soooo much .
i love his music soooo much .
but i dislike smoker .
he's the one .



5 . Arya Bima - politician
he is sooo cool and sooo mature .
i love the way he speaks and answers the questions correctly , makes sense , in only 2 seconds .




4 . my only one brother D I M A S - brother
after all , he tought me how to play counter srike and civil war .
he also tought me how to play dinasty warrior .
we usually share cool songs together .
i like to wear his shirt , and he use my back pack .
yeah we share a lots .

3 . Galang - junior high schoolmate .
he was very bad , uncontrolable , wild and naughty .
he loves to smoke and others useless activities .
good looking , temperamental , childish , funny and pencila'an .
but he has good side also .
he always loves everybody with all of his heart .
he also has strong will to reach something .

2 . my only one D A D D Y - the god father .
he isn't the first .
haha , i'm so sorry dad .
sometimes i unagree with his mind .
he's lil bit traditional and oldy .
i'm totally moderat .

1 . Fernando Alonso - f1 racer .
he's my favorite racer in last 3 years ( since 2006 season ) .
humble , honest , but he isn't a perfect man .
he got very upset with his team ( 2007 season ) , Mclarren-mercedes , because his rookie team mate got special servise .
well fo me he got very jealose with the rookie because he got the spotlight ( be runner up in his debut ) .
it's soo human for me , i didn't get disapoint with his bad attidude because he cahnge his manner after that case .
become more mature , more humble , better than before .
he showed us that nobody's perfect , espescialy for public figures .
bad manner doesn't last forever , everyone can change to get better than before .
that's why he become the first .



i hope all the men i personality know will influence me for a good thing , but mostly of them suck .

i can't hold it anylonger .

i'm always afraid to be mature .

i don't know why .

sometimes i feel that everything they're given to me , their hope in me ,
those are too heavy for my back .

nobody's perfect .
and so do i .

i wanna show it .
really i do .

but i just keep silent in the corner ,
wish that they'll read my mind and ask me to share .

haha .
i know it's useless .

what can i say ?
i wont let them disappointed in me ,
destroy their hopes in me .
so , i always do my best .
or maybe over of my abillity .
too much hopes to fullfil .
too much dreams have to come true .

i really try as well .
my very best .


all i wanna do this time :

shouting at them .

i'll tell them that i'm not that tought as they always see .
i'll tell them that i'm not that perfect as they always think .
wake up guys .
i'm only an almost 17 girl who try to find my own self in this mortal life .
try to not being lost .

why don't we solve everything together ?

i think it's much better than i do it by my self .

i wish i can say it clearly .

jus jus , kebun bibit , pulang , TP , taman bungkul , PM

picture i love the most .

family day .

maen ke taman safari seruu banget . .

the day they came to my house .

aku bener bener g nyangka kalo mreka bakal sebrutal itu .

gini awalnya .
aku ma anak anak cubitus ( medi ardana abol galih joni ) mo ngerjain tugas conversation .
benernya ama bule ma marshya juga .
cuma mreka g dateng .
jadila aku satu satunya hawa di antara para jin jin itu .
hahaa .

karna g mungkin kerja kelompok ama para cubitus ,
kita g jadi kerja kelompok .
aku sendiri yang bakal buat naskahnya .

pertmanya si mreka cuma minta mimik .

trus kruuyyukk . .

joni: wah , bisa bisa maag ku kambuh van .
medi: iyo . aku yo nduwe maag iki .
ardana: podo .
abol: nek aku telat makan , aku isok pingsan .

astaga .
sejak kapan mreka smua kompak punya maag ?
mreka g makan 2 hari 3 malem aja masi bisa men bola kok .

aku: sori yo . emakku lo g masak . kan uda kubilangin kalo kesini bawa bekel sendiri sendiri .
joni: yaa gimana dong van . katanya emakku aku g bole telat maem .
medi: iyo cak . aku lak g tau telat maem iki .
abol: yyo tuan rumah dong seng nyiapni maeman .
ardana: . . . .
galih: . . . .

jambul .
aku dikeroyok nih .

akhirnya mreka ku suru masuk dlu .
kubikinin sirup .
mreka abis 2 teko gede .
astagaa . .

trus ku kasi malkis abon .
baru meleng 5 menit uda abis .

kecepatan tangan dan mulut yang luar biasa .

trus mreka solat dulu .

aku kasian banget ama mreka yang kaya g pernah dikasi makan .
akhirnya , karna cuma ada mie instan kuah , itu aja yang kubikin buat mreka .
satu panci gede .

belom juga pancinya ditaro di meja ,
mienya uda abis .
wow .
aku juga belom maem tauu . .

abis makan , mreka semua tergeletak kekenyangan di kursi teras .
tiduurr .

aku bener bener pusing ama kelakuannya mreka .
g sungkan sama skali .
ibuku cuma ngelus ngelus dada aja .

pesan moral :
jangan pernah nyedia'in apa apa kalo temen temen ' maling' mu dateng ke rumah .
lebih baik tidak sama skali dari pada harus dirampok sama perut perut lapar mreka .