human

r : it doesnt matter. it's not like it changes anything.

h : but everything's changed.

r : because i know?

h : no, because of the time you've spent together. before the two of you came down, he was so nervous. not about being sick, but because of how much he wanted to spend time with you, and wanted everything to go well. i dont think you realize how much he misses you, or how much he really loves you and jonah. he was literally counting the days. when i'd see him, he'd say, 'nineteen days' or 'twelve days'. and the day before you arrived? he spent hours cleaning the house and putting new sheets on the beds. i know the place isnt much, but if you'd seen it before, you'd understand. he wanted the two of you to have a summer to remember, and he wanted to be part of that. like all parents, he wants you to be happy. he wants to know that you are going to be okay. he wants to know that you'll make good decisions. that's what he needed this summer, and that's what you've given him.

r : but i havent always made good decisions..

h : all that shows is that you are human. he never expected perfection.........
(the last song by nicholas sparks page 376 up to 377)

ps : gonna finish the book soon. i cant help to cry in that part of conversation..