About Faith

I think the real challange is not to find a way out.

I think what's count is, how to stay despite of everything that goes againts you at that time. I keep reminding myself that what I believe today will probably change in the future. I probably learn a lesson or two. Someone probably breaks my heart. Someone probably opens my eyes to see "reality". There's a lot of possibility, a change of heart, a turning point.

So this is how things work, probably.

If it stays, even after all off the ups and downs, then it's a faith. I have to fight for it, stick to it.
If it's gone just because one misserable phone call, then it's just another idea I have in my mind.

Fiuh. The ever confusing life.