yep this is not right
i can't handle my self . I'm tired of fate's game that make me so labile. up and down. gave me a wonderful moment and the next day just drowned me into the sadness. i didn't think about justice, well in this case, in this reality, there's no justice for everyone. that's the rule. i understand it very well.
i don't expect more than what's been going on here. at first i thought if I let it flow, it automaticly would have found the way back. someday I'd find a moment i could stand this better than before. but so far, i haven't seen any light or even clue to get out this endless darkness.
I'm lost.
and no one tried to find me here.
oh or maybe i don't want to be found.
i don't wish they will understand me as i try very hard to understand them because the world i live today is a totally stranger for me.
wishing this devil pass me trough, and the sun will shine brightly to me, defeat the darkness around me, save me from the dragon. as if..
i can't handle my self . I'm tired of fate's game that make me so labile. up and down. gave me a wonderful moment and the next day just drowned me into the sadness. i didn't think about justice, well in this case, in this reality, there's no justice for everyone. that's the rule. i understand it very well.
i don't expect more than what's been going on here. at first i thought if I let it flow, it automaticly would have found the way back. someday I'd find a moment i could stand this better than before. but so far, i haven't seen any light or even clue to get out this endless darkness.
I'm lost.
and no one tried to find me here.
oh or maybe i don't want to be found.
i don't wish they will understand me as i try very hard to understand them because the world i live today is a totally stranger for me.
wishing this devil pass me trough, and the sun will shine brightly to me, defeat the darkness around me, save me from the dragon. as if..