as we laughed together somehow i felt so happy

so last week was the hardest time ever that i was very upset with everything in my life. i felt like a loser that i only made anybody else feel sad.

and my mom could read what exactly i was thinking about. she took me to malang city, looking for fresh air with my daddy and also my siblings. i am not a very open minded person or even an assertive one. so thanks god i have my mom with me who always can read my mind (well it's my assumption).

we went to a brand new hang out spot at batu (in malang city) named museum of animals diorama. well at the very first time, it sounded a boring place with lots of fake animal (but my sister does love it very much. i mean she loves animals so damn MUCH). but heeeyyy, it was so beautiful place with its cool contemporer arts, its good atmosphere, and absolutely its looked-like-life-animals :D astonishing!

the entrance















i really love the artworks of those animals' artist. superb superb!









mom's head popped up between me and gitta dwiputri hahaha

it was the biggest smile i had after hours-of-crying-so-hard-moments and stressful times last week. i do believe now that family has its own magic to make us feel somehow glad and fabulous. thank you guys, what's the value in this suck life without you? :) hehehe enjoy the euphoria of march people.

ps: it's less than 2 weeks before the national exams. wish me a BIG luck guys. oh i need a MASSIVE one i think :D

having fun is over

hello people!
I've been sooooo busy these days that i couldn't update my blog huhu but I'm so glad finally I'm writing a new post for you guys :)

something has distracted my life lately so that i couldn't think clearly. one day i was so fed up with all of these stuffs and i cried alone at my room, wondered if everything would be okay soon. ironically today, i still haven't found any good solution for this problem zzzzzzzz

but, hey why don't you help me to forget it a while? in this post i share some pictures which were taken when my family and i were having a-day-off-out-from-the-city. there were tons of fun and happiness. hell yeah i just wanna rewind those moments once more so i can escape from this rude and unfair life. as if......

coffee? check. chips? check. popcorn? check. so what are you waiting for? enjoy :)

inside : the whole family ; superDEDI, superMOMMY, superGITTA, superDIMAS, me

location : batu , malang

happy birthday :)

have i told you about sari's birthday ?

it was a lot of fun !

location : match box , big box's resto
shooted by Vidyanaputri
inside : me

my school mate Vovo drove us to the big box where the party was held . it was me , Vidyanaputri , Nila and Ayusita in the car . we were gossipping during the way to big box . haha there were so much to be told after couple weeks of mid tests ( which means all you have to do is study and study every single minute :p ) . we got lost at first . actually no one knew where the heck big box was . so we ( well , Vovo did ) drove surround Jl. Sulawesi and Jl. Bali until Vidyana opened her BB GPS and ( thank god ) Ayusita could read the map annnddd finally arrived safely at big box . ha !

it was kind of garden party without balloons or confety . the resto , match box , a bit more likely an-open-space-pub . Heineken and sisha are also served ( but Barry declined to buy me Heineken because . . . emmhh he was too afraid of being drunk haha me neither bar ) .

inside : Vovo

our favorite dish ( Syifa and me and Zyra Brenda ) is tahu goreng ( fried tofu a la Indonesia ) with mustard above . yummy yummy . . well , we ate a (BIG) plate of it after we finished with the main dish .

location : match box , big box's resto
shooted by Sugiono
inside : me , Vidyanaputri

after all , i was very happy could enjoy a wonderful Friday night with those guys . the atmosphere was so good that i really wanted to do the pogo dance with everyone ( but i didn't do it instead ) . thank you sari for a sweet birthday party you held . god bless you :)

location : big box
shooted by Vovo
inside : Nila , Ayusita , Vidyanaputri , me

PS : i really want a piece of denim legging that i saw at the mall . sale please :p

i post my world to you

ohh god i'm sooo tired today . saturday supposed to be relaxing day but i have to go to school for unnecesary-reason . heyy didn't you know that i really need sleep ? !

today i also did my toefl test . to be honest , it was terribly boring .
the first section was listening : it's okay . i was quite good at this .
the second section was ungramaticaly word : a bit confusing but i could handle it .
the third section was reading : oh gosh the texts' leight were 30 centimeters ! it hurted my eyes ! ! ! my eyes were bleeding ! ! !

i threw my head to the left side , where zyra brenda was doing her test . well , looked like she had no big deal with it zzzzzzz .
gosh , i was stuck . i couldn't imagine that there were about 4 texts left to be done . i should never do this AGAIN . but by the kindness of god , i passed it . . . emmmhh . . . well .

forget about my toefl test .

today is my friend's birthday , Astrid Pratiwi ! happy birthday girl ! so sorry i couldn't be there because of the-almost-failed-toefl-test-but-i-hope-it-won't-fail-because-i'm-too-lazy-to-do-it-again .
don't worry about me Astrid , the party must go on ! have fun ! btw , did your boy come to your party ? i really want to meet him :)

hey , remember the post card ? it's a thing we usually send to someone that the postman delivers it to the destination . do you forget ?
my sister bought some cute postcards when she was at mirota several weeks ago . wow wow i love it very much . they are vintage and very fashionable ( haha ! ) . i like the pictures on the front side of the postcards .
there was only one thing in my mind : i have to show you those postcards !

it supposed to be 'cigarete' not 'sigaret' haha . but that's how indonesians at early-independen-era spelled it .









location : home
shooted by my sister
inside : the vintage postcards and me

what if , you guys send me a postcard ? i'll reply it with mine :)

PS : i miss my tuesday-thursday routine . well , yeah i miss him a lot . how are you boy ? is it still the same routine without me ?

a life after the party

hello holla guys . .

last saturday , i went to zyra's sweet 17th birthday party . well actually , i helped her for the preparation . it's a bit busy but i like it . may be i'm a natural-born-party-organiser . haha . . by the way the party was so nice that i ate too much instead .

location : my hand
shooted by vidyana putri
inside : tattoo " today is my pal's birthday "

so we went to TP for a window shopping ( zyra wanted a dress for the party ) . it was so hard to decide which dresses she should buy because they all were amazing . but finally zy picked the purple dress from simplycity , i totally agreed with it .

location : fitting room
shooted by zyra brenda
inside : me . zyra brenda





location : fitting room , TP
shooted by me

on Sunday morning i drove to galuh's house for DVDs marathon . i supposed to study for the national exams but i spent most of my time to refresh my mind before monday came . i hate monday , tuesday , wednesday , thursday and friday . i love saturday and sunday and all those red-dates on calendar .

location : galuh's house
shooted by galuh pratiwi
inside : me , ayu sulistya

hey , have you met my darling ? the gorgeous brown-spots (if you see it very VERY close) ray ban .

location : galuh's house
shooted by galuh pratiwi
inside : my dearest ray ban

annnddd , i've found a new hobby . i often draw on my hands . people called it tattoo . well , i'm not very good at it yet . but it's sooo much fun to do it during the class . it's one of somethings that keeps me awake . HAHAA

location : my hand
shooted by vidyana putri
inside : my tattoo

last night i met a taxi driver on my way to gramedia expo to watch the 3D concert . he were sharing his life story to me . well , it's not a dramatical story like TV drama but closely . the good point is how he solved his problems one by one wisely . i adored his life principles . he said , " you are all the way you are . don't depend on somebody else even it's you husband . because life changes . you may on the top right now but who knows what gonna be happened tomorrow ? do yor best for your own life. "

the 3D concert was soooooo amazing ! i jumped from side to side , danced , scream , and sang along the music were playing .

the party's over . i am going to study very hard for my daily tests and absolutely , NATIONAL exams .

. . . . . i HATE exam . . . . . .

ciaoo !

travelling to the past

in order to celebrated my parents wedding aniversary , we went to a vintage cafe called the House of Sampoerna . well , it's not only a nice cafe but also a musseum about cigarete's stuffs . it was a perfect night with a perfect place ! i do love the atmosphere they have . annddd i think i'll plan to go there someday , because i really miss to be there again !

ah ! the cafe serves the indonesian food , malaysian food and also western food . but i don't really like the malaysian one . it tasted a bit bitter in my tongue . the strawberry smooties is the best of all . nyam nyaaamm . .

PS : onething that i missed at my first visit to HoS was i haven't tried the heritage bus yet . heritage bus is a tour around surabaya that visits many of surabaya's icons . i have been living here for about 8 years but i believe that i know nothing about this city except the malls . so i'll take the tour on the next visit to HoS . anyone would like to go with me ?