getting wet

i don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain
maroon5

hey, peter!

i desperately love peter pan. hahaa it's been years since i fell in love with him at the very first sight. and i simply fell in love again at the second, the third and the fourth and so on till the end of my life. it's always easy for me to like him lots. i don't even have a reason to do it. just, jeng jeeeeeng my brain decided to like him. the end. well, sometimes we don't need any reason to love somebody right? ;) ooh sure guys, i envy Wendy. i get mad at the Wendy-kissed-peter scene. then i said, "why didn't the director choose me to be Wendy?" and turned the TV off.

peter pan always be a hero for me (even he likes Wendy very much) and i still wish i were one of the lost boys. i still wish i could fly across the stars, and live happily at neverland. somehow peter pan is able to exist in my every wildest dream. he will always be there, keeps me remember that in this rude life there is a happiness if we believe in hope and the land over the rainbow ;D

PS : btw, i drew the picture above. dont you think it is so good? hahaaa.. and my new hair cut looks like her, fyi ;)

young folk

*santi widyawati-me-randa nurianansyah-sugiyono-rahma arini-rosalyna nydi*

all the photos were shoted by zyra brenda

please......

she was calling me...

she : i afraid i cant have him for me.

me : you no need to afraid. ask god for it, he'll give you the best.

she : but i love him so damn much. i don't want to loose him or even worse, i cant be with him.

me : all i can say is you must be patient. you've done everything you could to get him back. you told me everything's possible.. he'll become yours whenever it takes. it can be now, or maybe later, we never know.

she : what if i force god to fulfill my wish? i just wanna be with him no matter what..

me : unfortunately that's life. life doesn't care about what you want, it wont stop because you want to, even you beg for it. sometime we cant have everything we want. we have to learn to live a life we never want to be..

she : nope, i cant let the unfair life takes my happiness.

me : happiness is relative. even in the deepest hole, there is still a light even it's gleam. that's life for me. yes it's unfair, yes it's rude. but somehow it makes me stronger than i ever would be. if i didn't get what i want, it means I'm not ready yet for it. later, i believe, I'll get something much better than I've expected..

she : no no... there wont be 'much better' for me. he's the best. please don't say that words. you make me feel so sad..

me : oh god i didn't mean to make you sad. it's just, that's what i learn so far from this life. i am so sorry.....

she : well it's okay. I'm a big girl. I'm strong.

me : yep you are. please don't cry..

she : i think i need it just for a while.

disconnected....

we are golden

*barry airlangga and me*

wow it's unbelievable that i almost graduate from senior high. it seems like yesterday when i first time came to the school for student orientation days. time does fly *i am pretty sure it CAN'T walk :p*...
i am all about having fun for the last 3 years of my life. new friends, new experiences, new days, even new enemies haha i hope i have no enemy during my senior high years ;) everyday is a new beginning for me, with a lot of surprising moments. yes, there were bad days but the good days somehow cheered us up like the rain during dry season. we might not the best students but at least we tried to. and we didn't look for medals or trophies because we got more than we could expect: friendship.

*hey it was meeeeee!*









*vidyana putri and me*



*idham wardana and m danny irawan*



*ezra savero and me*



*barry airlangga-randa nurianansyah-ramadhan dz-m danny irawan*



*barry airlangga*



*sugiyono and santi widyawati*



*fifi vitasyari riyadi (vovo) and ray bestandy*



*randa nurianansyah and his 'FAKE' snipper ;p*



*rahma arini*



*sugiyono and me (again?!)*






*diah*



*santi widyawati*



*rosalyna nydi (my deskmate) and fifi vitasyari riyadi*

*the whole social 2 members :)*

PS: i love you :)