please......

she was calling me...

she : i afraid i cant have him for me.

me : you no need to afraid. ask god for it, he'll give you the best.

she : but i love him so damn much. i don't want to loose him or even worse, i cant be with him.

me : all i can say is you must be patient. you've done everything you could to get him back. you told me everything's possible.. he'll become yours whenever it takes. it can be now, or maybe later, we never know.

she : what if i force god to fulfill my wish? i just wanna be with him no matter what..

me : unfortunately that's life. life doesn't care about what you want, it wont stop because you want to, even you beg for it. sometime we cant have everything we want. we have to learn to live a life we never want to be..

she : nope, i cant let the unfair life takes my happiness.

me : happiness is relative. even in the deepest hole, there is still a light even it's gleam. that's life for me. yes it's unfair, yes it's rude. but somehow it makes me stronger than i ever would be. if i didn't get what i want, it means I'm not ready yet for it. later, i believe, I'll get something much better than I've expected..

she : no no... there wont be 'much better' for me. he's the best. please don't say that words. you make me feel so sad..

me : oh god i didn't mean to make you sad. it's just, that's what i learn so far from this life. i am so sorry.....

she : well it's okay. I'm a big girl. I'm strong.

me : yep you are. please don't cry..

she : i think i need it just for a while.

disconnected....