i post my world to you

ohh god i'm sooo tired today . saturday supposed to be relaxing day but i have to go to school for unnecesary-reason . heyy didn't you know that i really need sleep ? !

today i also did my toefl test . to be honest , it was terribly boring .
the first section was listening : it's okay . i was quite good at this .
the second section was ungramaticaly word : a bit confusing but i could handle it .
the third section was reading : oh gosh the texts' leight were 30 centimeters ! it hurted my eyes ! ! ! my eyes were bleeding ! ! !

i threw my head to the left side , where zyra brenda was doing her test . well , looked like she had no big deal with it zzzzzzz .
gosh , i was stuck . i couldn't imagine that there were about 4 texts left to be done . i should never do this AGAIN . but by the kindness of god , i passed it . . . emmmhh . . . well .

forget about my toefl test .

today is my friend's birthday , Astrid Pratiwi ! happy birthday girl ! so sorry i couldn't be there because of the-almost-failed-toefl-test-but-i-hope-it-won't-fail-because-i'm-too-lazy-to-do-it-again .
don't worry about me Astrid , the party must go on ! have fun ! btw , did your boy come to your party ? i really want to meet him :)

hey , remember the post card ? it's a thing we usually send to someone that the postman delivers it to the destination . do you forget ?
my sister bought some cute postcards when she was at mirota several weeks ago . wow wow i love it very much . they are vintage and very fashionable ( haha ! ) . i like the pictures on the front side of the postcards .
there was only one thing in my mind : i have to show you those postcards !

it supposed to be 'cigarete' not 'sigaret' haha . but that's how indonesians at early-independen-era spelled it .









location : home
shooted by my sister
inside : the vintage postcards and me

what if , you guys send me a postcard ? i'll reply it with mine :)

PS : i miss my tuesday-thursday routine . well , yeah i miss him a lot . how are you boy ? is it still the same routine without me ?

thank God it's friday !

i couldn't sleep well guys . that's why i'm here , typing such a late-night-post . but don't worry . i won't make you feel bore .

location : home
shooted by me

actually , i didn't go to school today . why ? ? my school has very tight rules that i've ( and my sister because we're schooling at the same place ) broken one of the rules : students must come at least 5 minutes before the bell rings and if they come late , they aren't allowed to enter the school ( even the school yard ) . so i decided to go back home , preteded to continue my-quality-sleep-time .

the fact , i didn't go to bed but took some shoots with my sister in our batik uniform . haha

everyone belives that they can fly . neither do i .



location : home
shooted by my sister
inside : me



location : home
shooted by me
inside : my sister

my mom looked very happy ( well , in my eyes ) that she wasn't alone at home . at first she was worrying about our lessons at school , " is it anytest today ? is it okay you guys aren't at school ? should i call the teacher ? " and i answered with big NO for all the questions .

location : home
shooted by me

i'm so sorry alyn , my lovely desk mate , for letting you sat alone at those classes today . i expected someone would be please to sit with you . i promise you not to come late anymore ( but i think it's okay if i wake up late haha )

ughh , i have to go sleep . . good night folks !

a life after the party

hello holla guys . .

last saturday , i went to zyra's sweet 17th birthday party . well actually , i helped her for the preparation . it's a bit busy but i like it . may be i'm a natural-born-party-organiser . haha . . by the way the party was so nice that i ate too much instead .

location : my hand
shooted by vidyana putri
inside : tattoo " today is my pal's birthday "

so we went to TP for a window shopping ( zyra wanted a dress for the party ) . it was so hard to decide which dresses she should buy because they all were amazing . but finally zy picked the purple dress from simplycity , i totally agreed with it .

location : fitting room
shooted by zyra brenda
inside : me . zyra brenda





location : fitting room , TP
shooted by me

on Sunday morning i drove to galuh's house for DVDs marathon . i supposed to study for the national exams but i spent most of my time to refresh my mind before monday came . i hate monday , tuesday , wednesday , thursday and friday . i love saturday and sunday and all those red-dates on calendar .

location : galuh's house
shooted by galuh pratiwi
inside : me , ayu sulistya

hey , have you met my darling ? the gorgeous brown-spots (if you see it very VERY close) ray ban .

location : galuh's house
shooted by galuh pratiwi
inside : my dearest ray ban

annnddd , i've found a new hobby . i often draw on my hands . people called it tattoo . well , i'm not very good at it yet . but it's sooo much fun to do it during the class . it's one of somethings that keeps me awake . HAHAA

location : my hand
shooted by vidyana putri
inside : my tattoo

last night i met a taxi driver on my way to gramedia expo to watch the 3D concert . he were sharing his life story to me . well , it's not a dramatical story like TV drama but closely . the good point is how he solved his problems one by one wisely . i adored his life principles . he said , " you are all the way you are . don't depend on somebody else even it's you husband . because life changes . you may on the top right now but who knows what gonna be happened tomorrow ? do yor best for your own life. "

the 3D concert was soooooo amazing ! i jumped from side to side , danced , scream , and sang along the music were playing .

the party's over . i am going to study very hard for my daily tests and absolutely , NATIONAL exams .

. . . . . i HATE exam . . . . . .

ciaoo !

a life I live in

n i h a o !

it likes a year haven't updated my blog . so sorry guys . since school was started i have had sooo many things to do : home works , tasks , tests . . . arrgghhh ! sometimes i couldn't hold it that i just wanna shout " ENOUUGGHH ! " to the world .

my life wasn't going so well guys .

first , i have a problem with my self control . it's so easy to get angry to everything . does it mean that i'm temperamental ? for god's shake i hate to be angry to ANYONE . so , it's so weird to realise it .

secondary , i'm soooo agitated with a boy whom i don't really know personaly . yeaaahh , it's you batu kali ! i hate you to be the most uncare creature in this earth . huuuuu~

the third is . . . . JENG JENG JEEENGGG . . . i can't decide what to do with my english course . yes , i'm on my way to finish my senior year , the last year at high school . and yes , i have to concern with it which means i need more study-hard-time , to reach the best score at nasional exams and also at the school final exams . buuuttt , i do love the time i've spent at EF with those unique humans . i feel so ALIVE around them . they've been my survival kit to heal me from the pain i've felt so far . thank youuu guys for letting me 'express' my crazy passion and for being there , at the class , every tuesday and thursday with me . :) :) :)

listening to the killers - this is your life

hey , i have some very good shoots that only be seen by you . haha here they go !

location : sociology class , sman 15 surabaya
shooted by ichsan ( class leader )
inside : ME . zyra brenda , vidyana putri , randa , soegieono , bally airlangga , fasha , dani irawan , ndeso , hevany , ndutmania , diah , DZ .

it was taken at October the 5nd , 3 days after UNESCO declared that batik is Indonesia's . we were very excited although it was too late to wear batik ( it should be at October the 2nd , the batik day ) . it's sooooo fun to celebrate it together with friends . now , we always wear batik every friday . asiikkkk !

see you soon guys . good luck for your life !

distracted harmony

i'm missing some of my friends lately . it's ridiculous that they are still with me these days . but i just feel so lonely and get worry about them . what is it god ? is it a sign ?
the one i've missed is craig , my english tutor at EF . he hasn't been my tutor anymore since someone named alex came replacing him . honestly , i prefer craig and it's not unreasonly . craig is someone i really adore at because he used to say something wise . he treated me just like his own daughter and i was pleased for that . it's not only me , but all of his students . he's fun and used to act like mr. bean just to make us laughed . one thing for sure is he really cared about us personaly . alex is . . . a bit different .
another guy is my pony boy . he's my classmate when i was on the first year at senior high . he isn't someone like craig because he hasn't been mature yet . so why am i missing him ? simple , he's my best buddy ever . he was the only boy whom i shared my little secrets with . even he got laughing after that , he responed my story seriously . he is the one who got my sympathy because of his life story that wasn't a 'happilly ever after' story .

but thank god my life isn't a soap opera . there were some fun times with the besties and the boy who pops up in my days . yes , i'm on a crush with him , eemmm maybe . haha . i'm on my way to be his friend , wish me luck guys .

location : rooftop , TP
shooted by galuh pratiwi
inside : me , zyra brenda , aiu putri

and the cutest one , abu my cat which really wants his pictures to be uploaded on my blog . miaww !

location : window at my bed room
shooted by me
inside : the bad cat , abu

you must be bored with this lack-of-picture-posting . haha . i'll see you guys soon with another posting ! hope the happy days this month !